Day 146 & 147: Gloomy Thursday

Time for a new mission statement. My goal for 2025 was to lose 100 pounds by 12-31-25 but I've failed miserably. At some point I need to pick myself up and try. A realistic goal at this point is 50 pounds by 12-31-25, so that is where I will start. When will I start ? I don't know .. do I need a "starting point" ? I don't. Every day that I don't "start" just adds to my misery. I plan to just take each day as it comes and do what I can to move closer to where I want to be. Life has changed and I haven't been able to adapt just yet. I called this blog "Gloomy Thursday" because it's a gray rainy day. I've only seen light showers but I'm missing the sun we had the past couple of days ! Yesterday was rock & roll bingo and I got to debut my shorter hair (I cut it myself) and a new top. I think the hair was a hit and I was pleased with the top despite my weight. We didn't have any wins but Rich missed out on 2 wins becaus...