Day 198 & 199: Fighting Back

Time for a new mission statement. My goal for 2025 was to lose 100 pounds by 12-31-25 but I've failed miserably. At some point I need to pick myself up and try. A realistic goal at this point is 50 pounds by 12-31-25, so that is where I will start. When will I start ? I don't know .. do I need a "starting point" ? I don't. Every day that I don't "start" just adds to my misery. I plan to just take each day as it comes and do what I can to move closer to where I want to be. Life has changed and I haven't been able to adapt just yet. Yesterday was Saturday and I spent the morning with Kim, Lauren, Michelle, Erin and Alyssa. We went to Tea Time at the library, which turned out to be about using things like sage, lemon balm and peppermint to make teas for their health benefits. It was interesting but I don't see myself planting botanicals to make teas. Afterwards we went to breakfast at a place I've never been to, the Brick House Cafe in Bre...